HereWeGoAgain.

hello.
i am bulibuliaja. and this is jack-ass.

belum apa apa dah mula merepek-meriban da. 

but hey, i did give this pretty picture of me as a greetings to you!

okay tak kelakar dah. 

hello there!

it has been about one year already. 

(mama kat belakang cakap "apa ni aja?" i said. "jangan tengok! ni blog aja," then she replied with this. "ek elee, blog yang setahun sekali buka..")

Really mama, u should not mentioned that. T..T

biar la orang nak cakap I ni hangat hangat tahi ayam ke, tetapi yang I tahu, I tetap ada inisiatif nak buka walaupun untuk setahun sekali. well, ya know I am being quite busy this days. with studies, club and societies, outing and other things that is important in my life (or at least things that i think is important).

As you know, i am now furthering my studies in UNITEN (pusaka tersayang, kerna jasamu sungguh gemilang..) taking Bachelor in Mechanical Engineering. Just finished my first year. Going to be second year soon. Insya-Allah.

*sambil mendengar manusia manusia melaungkan nyanyian lagu Johor di stadium sebab ada match JDT lawan ATM

okay enough with this. i am twenty years old now. (not official yet, but still..)

no more teen at the end of my age. its quite terrifying because we feel as though we are not teen anymore, we cant do any ridiculous steps anymore. 

but a friend of mine told me this " there are more interesting moment waiting for you ahead"

well dude, i ll keep your words man. 

dah bai ada kerja. hehe.

p/s: i ll post about my dream guitar soon.

Pictures of Me.

by Ady Shmsdn

 by Ady Shmsdn

by Syafiq Ikhmal

p/s: see, i appreciate your drawing. 0=)

if only i have the guts

to tell about what i feel,

to love.

to give commitment.

to face.

to risk

to say

to be true

to have

to hold

to cry

to admit

i would be perfectly happy now. :)

but in reality, i dont. i can only be dreaming about it.

yo.

like you like me like us.

if you just tell me what you want.

so that i can understand you better.

p/s: dont hurt me.

lalalalalallala....^^

My Mouth.

kita hanya manusia biasa, tak lari dari membuat kesilapan,

di sini, kita mahu minta maaf, sebab tak pernah pikir sebelum bercakap.

and for those who had been hurt by me, i truthfully and sincerely apologize to you.

and for you, yes you, please, jangan serik tegur atau marah kita atas kesilapan kita.

sorry again to you, and all of you.

Syaza Yang Da Besar.

hello hello, saya da besar, 
bukan erti kata umur sahaja, malahan saiz badan turut membesar..T_T


sebagai syaza yang ingin mencecah umur 19 tahun, pada 30 April tahun depan (market birthday sendiri~) dengan ini saya, ingin meyimpan azam untuk 

• menjaga saiz badan
• menjaga diet seharian
• rajin belajar
• menjaga muka supaya tak kena marah dengan mama sebab muka berjerawat
• membasuh muka selalu
• basuh kaki bila masuk rumah
• tidak makan maggi banyak-banyak lagi
• belajar berenang
• selalu bersenam
• menjadi lebih wanita

oleh itu, ayuh lah kita beramai-ramai sekalian, ke arah menjadi syaza yang sudah besar..

(muka bersemangat)

heyho!

di waktu begini, waktu-waktu di mana saya mengarut sebegini,

hal ini besar kemungkinan bermakna bahawa saya sedang bahagia..^^

(walaupun final da nak dekat gila)

okay, nak buang air besar, tata...

with nothing but your t-shirt on.

i have much to say,
but it just cant get out from my mouth,
i cant leak it through my finger when i type..


i am yearning for your ears, 
to listen to each of the words that spill from my mouth.
i am thinking about finding another pairs of ears, 
but i think its too much. 
they just dont seem to fit to the frequency of my voice..


i need your hand,
to fill the gap between my fingers.
i am thinking of holding someone else's,
but i think its too much.
they just dont fit nicely to mine as you finger do.


i know i can hold this longer that i thought,
wish me the best. 


p/s: i need you.