Busy Busy Busy.

I haven't been updating my blog for quite a long time..this are the reason why:

1. I've been busy with moving in to my new house
2. our streamyx modem is not functional (probably because it was strike with lightning i guess)
3. our new house don't have any line/coverage/or 'belum pacak tiang telekom' whatsoever~ well since it is a new residential area.

very busy...and now just gotta tell you that I am now going to further my studies at a local university in Selangor..(well, still not good enough for overboard universities)..going to start classes on May. i am taking foundation in Mechanical Engineering, hope I'll be okay there, since this is our family's first attempt of letting go their daughter to campus university..(as both of my sister study at nearby colleges and didn't met a chance to live on their own..*while studying la..)

as what Fathin said: 'Aja cuma ada setahun je sebelum masuk degree, jadi, jangan la nak main-main, sebab  this is gonna be harder, people go for diploma for 3 years before going to degree, and you will only have one year to prove that your are eligible for pursuing you study in degree..'

sound quite pressure to me...

and so, i am gonna be more busy after this...hopefully i ll make it through..'dont want to play-play'..

Hope i will learn to be more mature and independent there...

meet the right friends.

be serious in studies.

not being too happy.

this is what i pray for..

do not forget who i am or where i came from..(haha..macam apa je bunyi dia)

so..wish me the best..

(^_^)

p/s: listing out thing to buy, things to bring, and get ready all the important documents.

Losing Someone You Love.

do you think you can handle it?

do you think you are strong enough to face this?

no..this is not about having a break up with your other half..

or being cheated by your loved ones..

this is about a person you care so much left this world.

i never feel ready for this..though i know this will happen to all human being in the world..

as i notice how people around me had experience this..i cant imagine myself in their shoes..

i am not that strong..
  no..be it later or longer...

i dont want to think about it..

it frighten me..

for those of you who have face this..

and have deal with grief..

you should be proud of yourself..

you are strong my dear..

p/s: specially dedicate to all of you who have lost your loved ones..